| I don't think I can take much more of this. My heart is breaking...slowly just turning into nothing.
Things i've once loved I don't love at all. I'm starting to drown in my shallowness. I slip and fall just like everyone. However, I haven't learned when enough is enough. I wish I could tell you and I wish you would actually talk to me. You won't though. I think you're trying to push me away. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe it's because you are a coward. Maybe it's because you think this will be easier. It's Not.
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| and Still in a rut. I think i'm changing...again.
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| Wow it's been a while. Strangely enough though I don't know who else to talk to. I need to get this out i guess.
I'm worn out. Emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually. I don't know what to think, how to act, or what to do.
I'm in a rut. I'm stuck and very tired of being in this "place" of my life. It's strange to think it's came to this. Where's the conversations? The smiles? Where's the part where you say "I'm glad You're in my life." Am I the only one that feels this way? What am I supposed to think when we barely even talk?
Is this how you feel God? Watching me try over and over without you. Most of the time knowing I need you in this but just being stubborn because it's how I am. I guess you can't have a relationship without conversation. I'm learning this quickly.
So, is this something I can fix? Is it too late? Please don't say it's too late.
-Chris
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| Last night was insane...I havent had that much fun in a while....thankyou cool friends...You mean the world to me-Seriously |
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